disappointed

today after long weekend due to holiday... thanks god hehehe mdyo malungkot or should i say disappointed kc wala man lang bumati sa kin except my bestfriend and andrew.... well di ko expected ung ky drew pero xempre ung effort from my friends as in wala lang... kht sa friendster man lang wala tlga Pguwi ko my dumating na letter galing unisilver hehehe greeting card with 100 cheque well balak ko rin nmang bumili ng ring for my self. Nakaksama ng loob minsan pero ganun tlga cguro noh... hay naku..///
mdyo binabawasan ko na ung pagkahook ko ky Chris Tiu should i say inlove cgro ako sa kanya ewan bsta ang pont binabawasan ko na by not talking him... not looking in his picture but tingin ko mahabang panahon ang kelangan koh... well ten years from now mababasa koh to sn magsmile na lnag ako pagnkita ko 2. Lagi ko parin xang pinagdadasal kc ewan koh ba feeling ko tlga kilala ko xa even before nge... dejavu ba e2 or bka destiny hhehehehe gud luck na lang as in... Isipin ko plang ung status nya tlgang nanliliit ako... tpos nung malaman kong my gf xa na arrange marriage cl as in nalungkot tlga ako .... ewan ko ba peor sb nga nila dreams can be reality if you will believe .... so fight fight fight......

love love love

Which is harder? Hoping that the one you love will fall for you? Or trying to love someone who loves you? Both hard isn’t it? But the hardest is when you fall for the one who loves you just when the one you love is finally falling for you.
I wanted to stay up late and think of you, but I changed my mind and decided not to. I’d rather sleep early than think of you, that way I’ll have more time dreaming of you.
I don’t want you to love me if loving me means you have to lie. I don’t want you beside me if you think you’re just obliged. I’d rather not to have you if having you would mean I have to see you hurt inside.
I’m scared to care too much, to miss too much, to feel that rush once more, to love again at the risk of getting hurt. But what I fear most is the thought of you leaving me, when I’ve already conquered those fears for you.
when you love, you thought you would never get tired. you thought it would never end. but sometimes, you need to be tired to realize that love too can end. especially if it wasn’t meant to be.
You wanted friendship, I gave it to you. You wanted me to care for you, I did. You made me fall in love with you, I fell for you. You wanted to break my heart, I’m giving it all to you because I’ve always love you.
somewhere in your heart try to find a place for me, somewhere in your heart I won’t care where it would be. one little corner may not mean so much to you, but one little corner is all I ask of you.
When u truly care for someone, you don’t look for faults, you don’t look for mistakes, instead you fight for the mistakes, you expect the faults and you overlook the excuses.
Would you be kind to let yourself be my teddy bear? Someone I could hug, I could kiss, I could cry on. But don’t worry about looking for your own teddy bear because you already got me.
If I have one wish, I’ll wish for you, to be the one who’ll take care of you, for you to love me too. But love cant be forced, it must be given freely so I’d just wish that u knew how much I love you.
When I saw you, I was afraid to look at you. When I looked at you, I was afraid to touch you. When I touched you, I was afraid to kiss you. When I kissed you, I was afraid to love you. Now that I love you, I am afraid to lose you.
when you need someone to stand beside you, “I’m Near”, When you need someone to hear your troubles, “I will”. When you need someone to share your burden “I’m Free”. When you need someone who care, “I’ll Be..”
Once in your life you will find someone who loves you truly. Never take them for granted never let them go because when you lose them, you can never find the same kind of a person again.
No one ever taught a fish to swim, a bird to fly, a horse to run, a monkey to climb, a dog to bark, but they do. Just like me, no one ever taught me to love you. I just do!
My friend once asked me if I do love u. I answered “yes”, they asked me again, “does he love you?” then I sat down, look at the stars and closed my eyes. Wishes do come true right?
we can’t beg someone to stay if they want to leave and be with someone else, we have to admit that love doesn’t give us the license to own a person. this is what love means: “sacrifice”…

29th olympics

Spectacular Opening ceremony of Beijing 29th Olympics mark’s world attention.

People around the world shared the century-old Olympic dream of 1.3 billion Chinese people and the dazzling opening ceremony of the Beijing Olympics Friday night .The opening ceremony, inside the new National Stadium known as the Bird’s Nest in the capital, was witnessed by more than 100,000 people in the stands and by nearly 4 billion worldwide. The rare night in Beijing is now a history of the world civilization. The spectacular opening ceremony is now mark as the most extravagant opening of the world and making all Asian countries proud. From the China’s 56 ethnic group after 2008 drummers had started the show. The trip through the history of china up to the unremarkable torch lightning led by China’s Prince of Gymnastics: Li Ning and the most amazing fire works display. The China proved to the world their new capabilities and the four hour show was enormous in its ambition, creativity and the use of modern technology. It is no doubt that this event is now a landmark in the rise of China. Even the west agreed that it is the best in the Olympic history. Chinese people are so clever and they can imagine such a wonderful idea. Every single piece is so perfect. Even though there are controversies China undeniably mark’s the world attention.

How to be miserable

How To Be Miserable.
An article by Fr. Bel r. San Luis

Nine ways to be miserable:
1.Feel sorry for your self! Nothing is more certain to make you miserable than self- pity.
2.Worry about things that might happen but probably wont.
3.Complain. Find fault with everything.
4.Insist on having your own way .
5.Overreact! Make a mountain out of mole hill
6.Ridicule. Embarrassing and hurting other people.
7.Be self-centered
8.Ignore the moral teaching.
9.Do nothing to develop your spirituality.

The nine rules have been tried for century and they always work. By this we can check if we are on the stage of being miserable. Life is too short to make it complicated. I think we should always check and review our everyday deeds and actions. At the end of the day it feels good to sleep when you know your happy. Problems are always there but it is in our hands to choose whether we will make our self miserable or we will choose to be strong and happy.

"You will never know love unless you surrender to it."

I dont know if its love....

coz I never experience it before.... I always feel different, happy and at peace just looking at him.

But He is like a star.....

A million miles away from me.......

I only have one wish for upcoming my b-day......

I hope he will read my comment for him...

I know he will win the game because i prayed for him too.....

His the reason for my closeness to god right now...

his really my angel.....

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i didnt mean to make you mine

I DIDN'T MEAN TO MAKE YOU MINE

Don't give me a second chance

It'll be the same

You will be the consequence

And I will have the pain

You are something else I have

I have to survive

That is why I say With tears in my eyes
I wish I never opened up my heart
I didn't mean to love you baby
I wish I never let it get this far
I didn't mean to love you baby If
I could have a single wish I'd turn back time
I didn't mean to make you....
I didn't mean to make you Mine

Don't look at me like I'm mad I thought you would know
I was getting way too sad It was gonna show
There was no way I could hide I could hide the truth
So I took the risk And fell for you

I didn't mean to make you hold me

I didn't mean to get so lonely

I didn't mean to say all this to you

I didn't mean to make you need me

I didn't mean to love you like I do

Look at what we've put us through

" I really didnt mean to make you mine if only i could tell my mind to stop loving you but i cant..."

"A leader is best when people barely know he exists, not so good when people obey and acclaim him, worst when they despise him. But of a good leader, who talks little, when his work is done, his aim fulfilled, they will say, 'We did this ourselves.'"

Well i had a bad day yesterday and until now im hurting....
But i know i can move on tomorrow. My leadership is questioned for the first time and I honestly felt offend,,, I went to San Sebastian Adoration Chapel for some space and cleansing of souls(".) Now im getting ok... Its really one step at a time. I have noone to talk to but this blog...
I dont want my family to worry about me.... Im ok i will be... maybe im just presssured because of my thesis then TC then Seminar..... Too many to think.... I have no choie its a requirements for graduating student like me